Honesty Letters

Before I put this letter - see my vlog on my YouTube channel. Its my first and feedback welcome.




Dear my Ex,

I have been quite horrible to you since we broke up and even in the weeks running up to it.

I'm writing this because I feel I've made quite an important discovery today: I'm really angry at you and you hurt me so much but I cannot express it. Since we ended both of us have moved on but I still make comments and jokes about you and its because you really hurt me.

You cheated on me with people at our sixth form and because I loved you so much in a unique and special way I could see it but couldn't deal with it: it took something massive to end it but even then I couldn't hurt you by telling you how hurt I was.

There were many things that happened. For example you have told me since that you have 'met up' with a close friend. Whether this is true or not I don't know nor do I care but you would only of said/done this to hurt me or him and until this afternoon I didn't begin to fathom how upset that small example makes me.

I write this not to hurt you but so I can publically say how hurt and angry you made me and, that just my two mummies told me to do, I'm going to step forward and properly move on.

Maybe you need to face your issues and feelings because I still care and I hope you're getting married for the right reasons.

Matt